OK - hello Everybody. :-)))
Thanks for reading! Unfortunately this second and ...ughemmm, cough, cough... indeed final blog addition may be completely not what you are expecting to read... and I can share in the surprise whilst writing it too! :-p :-)
So.... yesterday I had some stark realisations about some health (emotional and physical) issues that have been going on a for a good few years without me paying sufficient attention to them, believing that everything was fine and all 'under control' and that I could deal with it on my own.
These began to reach a peak even before leaving the UK, but again, I thought everything would be fine and dandy when out of the stresses of the traditional system and when in a supportive community that encourages a much 'cleaner' diet (just one of the issues I am experiencing is IBS).
However, yesterday, it became clear to me that I cannot and do not wish to so deal with the issues on my own or in a less than optimal environment where I feel most at ease.... and so I have decided to return to the UK remarkably early to enable as much focus on a thorough heal as possible.
In addition there were other factors (about my view of the community here) influencing the decision that made it not too much of a sad one...
I'mtrying not to be al judgemental about this decision and the circumstances around it.... it just is. I learnt quite a bit even in the short time here at FB and through my issues.... no dobt lots more to come still in the healing process too.... :-DD.
Oki doki, well that's all from me for now... Don't think it appropriate to go into too much detail on here... :-p :-)
Just though tI needed to update you of this rather than just remain silent with no blog...! Heh.
I hope all others are well :-)
Over and out. :-))))
